Dear Jesus — anger

Dear Jesus,

I need You so desperately, Lord.
Please hear my prayer and for me act.
I feel estranged from You and alone.
It’s cuz of recent sinful acts.

But I think I found out those deeds’ source.
Anger at You has marked my life.
First my stroke and then disappointments.
And now I haven’t found my wife.

Please break my heart for what breaks Yours.
And help me bring honor to You.
I can’t hope to do this on my own.
And I want my heart to be true.

I want to stop living for my fun.
Whether it hurts someone or not.
Cuz You’ve called me to a higher path.
The path of love; in lust not caught.

I hate what my anger’s done to my soul.
Please shovel out filth; make me new.
I can’t go alone; I need You here.
Help me find my life worth in You.

You are good; You’re Holy; You are love.
I’m unstable and prone to fall.
Heal my heart; help me to love You true.
I want to run–never stall.

Soli Deo Gloria
Solus Christus
Sola Gratia
Sola Fide